i think its funny how you can find any female character from any anime/game on DA that is pregnant or bloated beyond compare.

i recently tried to critique one of these works and got an arrogant self righteous snob that said "it can look however i want and its not fat its pregnant, le sigh"

i pointed out the problems with her anatomy and after saying that anime isn't based of real world anatomy he proceeded to call me a little boy (lol)

anyone else have a problem dealing with old perverts that just found MS paint?

so i use the schools camera's to take pictures for my page. i can't wait to get my own so i can make my own prints of anything. i love taking pictures!

lol i was trying to get this girls number today in my photography class. she's way way attractive but i have no game :fail-mote: but my god she was freakin amazing!! i'm gonna try again next week cause i didn't ask for her number i'll be good.

i love wemon...

but i also found a performing arts theater in salt lake i'm gonna go with mallorie. i still like her though i asked her out already and got turned down. we're still dating.

going to a rave tomorrow, that should be way fun! i need to get out more and party.

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you know i think the impersonal way we communicate isn't "bad" its just wierd. if you don't like someone just send them a link, or text them. but thats now what i'm wondering today.

my friend that i went to warped tour with is dating her ex again and may be engaged this next saturday. when last saturday i had my arms around her holding her while we where rockin out.

on top o that i asked mallorie out today and she said that she just got out of a relationship and isn't ready. i found out she's dating other guys too and that she's just playing the field.

for some reason the phrase i heard a while ago is starting to ring truer "girls only find love when their young, if they miss it they just settle"

now after my dads divorce all he talks about is euphoric (s/p?) recall. where you only remember the good things about someone. now i left the church and i'm trying to find the happy balance of life/fun that makes living worth it. i just wish i understood a little more then i do now.

"if there is no god, nothing matters. If there is a god he is all that matters" i read that on a shirt the other day and i hate it. the idea that society will not hold you acountable for your wrong's is, well, wrong.

live for yourself, live for everyone, you'll be able to have a lot more fun.

i just wish i knew more about "life" then i do now.

so i proved to myself that there is no stoping creativity!

i got a total of about 14 hours of sleep over wensday, thursday, and friday. becuase i had a huge project that i almost didn't finish in time. i remember waking up, not even thinking shook my had back and forth really hard and said 'lets do this!' lol my subconscious is more determind then i am. how the hell did that happen?

Artist of the day [link] i hope that works.
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i love this one. all her work is so fantastic its just original and flows. always. her stuff reminds me that when i walk down the street there's millions of things i'm doing by simply breathing and the air im' pushing past, through, and out, i love her for ever and i want to hold her hand.

funny thing i learned today. being an asshole is okay, now follow me on this.

there's a girl i work with that is just about (i'm proud of her for trying) as cynical as i am. i was shipping some 40k stuff and she said she wouldn't pay a dollar for it and i called her a stuck up city girl etc. we batter like this all the time. now after that i really pissed her off but in the brake room later she told me about a guy she's "dating" and i told her about mallorie and how nervouse i was. lol she deleted my number and wished me luck the same day.

so my conclusion is that people aren't as emotionally unstable that you can't give them a hard time and they'll not recover. however thats not to say be an asshole, that is to be an asshole about what you beleive in.

to quote a guy "there is no mustard hierarchy, all mustard exists on a plain [of taste]"
that is to say, we all have our tastes of life and no one is right or wrong for painting the tree's red or the roses blue. life's seasonal you know?
to quote another guy "i'm a douche bag bla bla bla bla"

after my boss started talking to a customer about how her daughter is an english major he said how great that is. my boss said it sucks sometimes because she corrects her gramar, i piped in and laughed saying "thats the wonderful thing about a living language is that it means what we want it to" the customer in true douche style said "there's no such thing as a living language, look up stupidly in the dictionary and its not there. Get a dictionary and learn to speak"

he's true on that one but he failed to see the point while he was making fun of his cashier.

newb is a word, so is sasafras and quibly and whatever else i decide to put togethor. language is not stationary rather we use sounds to communicate what we feal an object, fealing, verb, noun, or whatever repressents. for example there is no french word for 'internet' according to the society of correctly speaking french. its the 'interweb' or international spider web.

life advances, for example you wouldn't call a plain a chariot even though in ancient greece thats the only word they had for moving object controlled by a person.

so yay! and grats to people who read these your my hero's.