i'm not scared, but nervouse.

soon i'll find out if i can enter the guard, if i can i'll be able to move out, pay for school and life, and be in utah for the next 8 years.

if i can't i'll be paying for school for a very very long time (80k) and still at home most likely.

that and because i'm going to the Art Institute i'm finding out thats its not accredited like it says it is. and i'm starting to see the pyramid scheme their talking about with the school.

top o' that why are all the good girls with douche bags? i met a girl at a party a while back and she can't hang out, paint, or even see me because of her boyfriend who lives with her because he doesn't want to live with HIS parents and lost his job. does this cry dead beet to anyone else?

o well, i think i'll always remember as i walked to the bus station to go into the city to buy anti freeze to kill myself. walking past a car and their listening to Modest Mouse: float on.

and we'll all float on okay.